the little dark poet

kreeky @ 2004-12-06T22:51:00

2004-12-06T22:53:28Z

quick update im still in collage i passed :P but im now taking 3 arts! how insane is that :P but im just about copin cept i have to figure out 3 projects to do in 1 week.......:'( help

kreeky @ 2004-08-07T14:29:00

2004-08-07T13:29:25Z

Hecate

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kreeky @ 2004-07-20T21:29:00

2004-07-20T20:30:04Z

i think i is colour blind :S
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/sabotage/vision_sabotage.asp

kreeky @ 2004-07-20T14:02:00

2004-07-20T13:16:55Z

i dont have that may friends any more since i moved to a diffent collage so i have to start from scrach with new one and my old friends dotn seem to miss me all that much anway!

i think its because people always see me in a happy mood which i usally am and im always helpin people out but i never seem to get the same thing i return when i need it there alway to busy or somethink.

things are not lookin up for me i just need a really good friend who i can talk to and just sit off with them somewhere, ive never really had a best friend cause none of my mate live near me so ive always been the out sider and i hate it man i just feel like cryin and just hope i may die of dehydration....or die from a prashoot jump or been eatin by snapadiles that how i want to go.

'i wont mention the bats, the poor bastard will see them soon enough'

kreeky @ 2004-06-14T22:57:00

2004-06-14T21:52:44Z

i had a good day today went to liverpool with kate and she bought a 18 inch figure of eddward scissorhands wich looks very impressive plus i also saw some weird shit there was a seagul eattin a dead pigion wich kate looked away from while tryon to pull me with her but i couldnt help but stop and stare at this probably once in alife time thing also when we were gettin the train we saw a either a girl with very hairy arm pits and very flat chested or a man with long hair and feminin features and think might be gay since i think it was a girls top but i concured that 'it' was from another counrty and there into that kind of thing.

kreeky @ 2004-06-11T12:56:00

2004-06-11T12:00:27Z

i havent been writing in this for a very long time....maybe cause i have a greatest journal which i find easier to use but anywho ive almost finished my exams and i already know what ive got for art....D....although a pass it wasnt what i was hoppin for i just didnt like any of the questions they gave us so i didnt try but next year (if i get back in) you can do what you like which will be cool but i had my D.T. exam yesterday and i sorta paniced no idea why cause i knew the question but my mind drawed a .....(omg i can rember the word when you mind draws a.....) anyway there is somethink else i have been offered a job as a trainee stylest at a hair dressers which i would really like but its a full time thing and it would mean me droppin out of school which i dont know if i want to i mean the pay is shit to start off with but it gets really better and its money which is somethink i havent got at eh mo :P, but im gonna have to think about this long and hard

kreeky @ 2004-04-18T12:06:00

2004-04-18T11:23:09Z

i havent writen on this for ages but i just need to get some stuff off my chest.
i got a new girlfriend a couple months ago someone who i thought would never even think about goin out with me is. shes a wonderful girl she makes me laugh alot and i love the way she just smiles at me, she also knows ive had more of not much of a shelter life but when i was young i never really went out much and that sorta still with me so shes making me go out more even if theres nothink to do she wil always find somethink and i get along with my new friends better since i started collage even though i stopped seenin them over the easter term cause i had to much course work to do and i had to decilen goin out with them (yes i know thats daft of me but i REALLY did need to catch up on my course work) but tomrow were back in collage so i can see more of them now AWahoo.

But hears the bad stuff since ive been spendin time with m new friends ive lost alot of old friends even stayin incontact with one of my bestists friend is now gettin hard since i never know whats going anymore i cant even hang round with him cause hes always made plans or is in work and even when he says well do somethink together he never does anythink about it doesnt tell me what or when so i can never be there which really uckin anoys me sometime he can just get on my nevers so much i just want to punch him but i know i would never do that, it just feels he lives a better life than me and when i try and do stuff with him and my old mates i just feel im no longer apart of that loop of friends anymore and theres really nothink i can do about it........its hard letting go of old friends

kreeky @ 2004-01-29T22:56:00

2004-01-29T23:07:02Z

never EVER EVER EVER tell you parents where you got the exstar chash from NEVER! cause out of excitement i told me mum that i lent £30 off me mate joe for this coat that ive been ravin on about for the past couple weeks yo my friends and shes had a go at me for borrowin off one of my best friends £30! some think i can pay back in a coupke weeks i wouldnt of lent it its just i wanted this coat quick cause there were only 3 left. i just feel so angry at my self of how fucked up this is, hes my best friend some one ive know for 6 years of my life and i would pay him back.....i just gRRaaaAA! i have to wait another 3 weeks now before i can buy this coat.

my mums friend was there to and she gave me this speach that you should of just asked me mum to give us the money but i knew she wouldnt of even though she just said she would just to make herself right so i asked if she would and she said no cause i lent off a friend and she also gave me the im not angry im just disapointed speach which made me feel like i wanted to shoot somethink in the face.

the word of the day is job, JOB, job

2004-01-12T18:48:25Z

i is savin up right now to get my self this wicked ass coat that goes to the floor jet black with silver linings it is orgasmic but it cost fuckin £94 i hae £50 thats......£44 to go i need to get my ass a job, so what im gonna do is see if i can get a job where my bro use to work it was a comic shop in liverpool 'worlds apart' its a crackin place cept my friend wants a job there so right now shes going to have compertion and i mean it i will take this job.

Quote: you know what they say about love and war.......ones physical and cyclogical pain the other ones.......war.

harry potters 16 soon

2003-12-24T21:49:16Z

me and me mate joe were hain a chat about harry potter and that soonn he and his friend were all goin to be 16 soon and every one knows what this means. so we were thinkin are they goin to mention some sort of sex scene in the book even though its a child book but i mean come on hes 16 and still a virgin blah blah blah, BuT tHen if they do would it be in the film o_0....i would so go see the film just for that bit at least 3 times......yes i know i have a sick mind....but i love it :P

kreeky @ 2003-12-01T19:40:00

2003-12-01T19:31:39Z

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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kreeky @ 2003-12-01T19:34:00

2003-12-01T19:28:15Z

Your Heart is Red

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kreeky @ 2003-12-01T19:33:00

2003-12-01T19:25:16Z

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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kreeky @ 2003-11-26T15:58:00

2003-11-26T18:24:40Z

once when i was younger i read a story about a person who noticed an old door that mysteriously appeared in a wall. the person went through the door and found everyone he'd known who'd died waiting for him on the other side. he got to talk to them all and felt at ease there, but was told eventually that he had to go back. it turned ou that the place was heaven, and he had nearly been killed by a crashing car. since i read that ive alwas been looking out for doors that i dont remember being there before. It makes you paranoid after a while..... i lived near an old city (liverpool) and there are a huge amount of doors....

everytime im there i wonder to myself 'was that one there yesterday?'

childhood

2003-11-26T18:24:03Z

i went into my attic today to put some junk up there and i found things that i had stored there. it was very strange seeing all those things that i had played with foryears but now had all-bu forgotten. Bits of paper, drawings, monsters made of card, comics and toys. i soon realised that although i've got older i havent changed much and this made me happy. it is important to never forget to have fun.

unlikely friends

2003-11-26T18:22:04Z

just seen the matrix 3........not bad at all better than no.2 but uncomperable to the first a little hard to understand the story to it......but thats not the reason i went oh no it was for the big robot war now that, that was class.
this was a great chance to go out with some new friends we are like the most unlikely friends a goth, a trendy and a hippyish style(me). But we just seemed to get on real well which all that matters its what i like the best about being a teen got lots of spare time, no job, no worries....but no cash which is the down side but we always seem to scrap enough together for a laugh at the movies

kreeky @ 2003-11-11T21:19:00

2003-11-11T21:24:42Z

ive been thinkin alot and i feel misrable im bored of college only reason i feel like im going is so i dont lose contact with the real world (and my friends go and also a girl but i think i messed that up not sure yet). its such a spoon when you feel like this i never use to feel down but lately i have been i think i just miss my old friends since they went to a different college..........i just want to curl up into a ball with a blanket and sleep for eternity.

kreeky @ 2003-11-10T21:48:00

2003-11-10T21:40:33Z

all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration that we are all one consciousness experiencing its self subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we are the imaginations of our selves

kreeky @ 2003-11-09T18:05:00

2003-11-09T18:06:43Z

i was sittin in my room today just drawing away and then it accured to me none smokers die every day.......sleep tiet, yer see people think youll be ok in a fantasy world were you have chosen not to smoke but let be the first to POP that bubble and send you hurdeling back to reality your all dead to, thing is people who smoke have have ways so stop them from dieing oxygen bottles and tents stuff like that but if you die from somethink that is as bad as smoking well its not likly your going to suvive........

kreeky @ 2003-11-02T18:07:00

2003-11-02T18:10:51Z

today i saw this on a site and it just reminded me of my ickle friend fil. Its called pirates have pets too.

kreeky @ 2003-11-01T17:59:00

2003-11-02T17:57:45Z

i went to the stairways halloweeny special yesterday and it twas good i was almost forced into getting into my best bud joe but he declined not that i was bothered..........i think im just to relaxed to care but the out come would of been good cause 2 girls would of.......nevermind. the only bad part of the day was that my neck is killing me from jumpin around to much i know now never to do that again.....well not as much.

kreeky @ 2003-10-23T20:57:00

2003-10-23T19:51:47Z

...........i have a cold, what a sick thing to get at the begging of half term just plan evil!

kreeky @ 2003-10-22T17:20:00

2003-10-22T16:16:14Z

to day i try to blow up some piggions............didnt work that well in fact it didnt work at all so me and some friend just fed the duckies instead and gave them all names witch was fun but then it got cold so we headed back to college, must think of a good way of blowing up piggions........*ponders*

kreeky @ 2003-10-21T17:09:00

2003-10-21T16:05:14Z

today was a very cold day but i fined nothink wrong with that cause there is not such thing as bad weather only the wrong clothes.

kreeky @ 2003-10-18T13:38:00

2003-10-18T12:32:44Z

i know better than to simply assume a complete justification for my actions, but......what a week, what a fuckin great week..